#and will only make it harder for ren to lose him in the end

[imadhatt3r]

I can see post-game Aoba getting into competitive gaming in order to satiate Desire at least somewhat. Rhyme is off the table, since it's too dangerous, but gaming online on like, a normal console, is good enough; Not the same, but it scratches that itch of wanting to dominate somebody in a safe way. I think that his poison of choice would be one-on-one turn-based RPGs, the closest game I can come up with would probably be wi-fi pokemon battling (so if you wanna be period accurate, Aoba would be playing pokemon black/white on his DS lmaooo). It's pretty similar to Rhyme already, if you think about it.

He'd probably get really into the matches too, so he can't really play at work, because he's reasonable enough to know that he would not be able to just take a break and do his job, and he can't play after work on the most days, because he's too tired and he insists on only playing when he's at the top of his game. So playing during his days off it is.

I can see Aoba and Koujaku relaxing together in Koujaku's apartment, in his bed, on their day off. Well, relaxing in their own ways; Aoba is deep into the game, doing his best to focus, predict his opponent's moves and win- even without Desire's influence he's a pretty competitive guy and doesn't like to lose.

Koujaku is sitting behind him, with his open legs on both sides of Aoba. He's lazily playing with Aoba's hair- it's short, so he doesn't have as much to work with, but he's creative; Plus, Aoba's hair is thick and soft, after he started to use the conditioner Koujaku recomended him. He's not really going for any sort of reasonable hairstyle- he pins up random strands into messy pigtails, uses the silliest, girliest hairclips he has in his collection, and he mostly just has fun and tries to make Aoba look dorky. Aoba would get angry at first, but even that time, he kept all of the pigtails and hairclips untill the end of the day. He doesn't get angry anymore, as he's too used to it, but he still keeps all the changes untill the end of the day, unless he has to go out somewhere (he loves Koujaku to death, but he's not socially suicidal). Koujaku isn't really a gamer, so he can't actively participate in the match, but he's just happy to be there- and Aoba is just adorable when he gets into something to that degree. At least he pins his fringe up, so that it doesn't get into Aoba's eyes- so that's his contribution.

Ren sits between Aoba's legs and does his best to offer him advice based on the most popular strategies and meta he can pull from websites at the time. Beni sits on Aoba's shoulder and also tries to help in his own way- mostly just telling Aoba to "hit harder".

[gravitysoda]

refusing an impossible wish and settling for one last game of chess.

[unriding]

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OCTOBER 1 - OVERSTIMULATION

KAJI REN X F!READER ﾉ 1112 words ﾉ the game? three bottles of flavored lube. kaji’s turn to guess. and you? you just have to lay there and let him get a proper taste first.

ᘏ ft. cunninglingus, blindfolded (kaji), fingering, overstimulation

OCTOBER 3 - CUCKOLDING

HAYATO SUO X AFAB!READER ﾉ 1096 words ﾉ FICS4GAZA ﾉ sakura doesn’t think he’s ever held his phone in his non-dominant hand… until tonight.

ᘏ ft. consensual recording, cuckolding (sakura), + masturbation, overstimulation, very light choking, creampie, mention of toys

OCTOBER 5 - MASK KINK

ENDO YAMATO X F!READER ﾉ 1189 words ﾉ endo thought you were joking about masks being hot, but … if you really like them so much, then maybe he’ll put on a show just for you.

ᘏ ft. mask kink, very consensual fear play, both degradation & praise

OCTOBER 7 - SUCCUBUS?!

SAKURA HARUKA X SUCCUBUS!F!READER ﾉ 1126 words ﾉ there’s no better way to lose your virginity than to a succubus, right? do those even exist? he was skeptical before he met you.

ᘏ ft. virginity loss (both), aphrodisiac, creampie

OCTOBER 9 - PREDATOR/PREY

GALLAGHER (HSR) X F!READER ﾉ 1667 words ﾉ delivering this basket to your grandmother sounds easy enough, but they didn’t warn you about whatever seems to be lurking at the end ﾉ in other words.. you act out the fairytale: little red riding hood

ᘏ ft. consensual noncon (cnc), predator / prey dynamics, muffling (his glove), oral (receiving) overstimulation, fingering + squirting

OCTOBER 11 - PET PLAY

KIRYU MITSUKI X F!READER ﾉ 902 words ﾉ you think he just likes seeing you embarrassed at this point. tonight, it’s worse than ever before, and he’s loving every single second of it.

ᘏ ft. pet play, toys (anal plug), praise, pet names, double stuffed

OCTOBER 13 - DRY HUMPING

NESS (BLLK) X F!READER! ﾉ 923 words ﾉ it’s not allowed. he knows this. but he can’t help that it gets a little harder not to claim you as his whenever you come back for more.

ᘏ ft. dry humping to wall sex, dirty talk, marking, possessiveness, forbidden relationship, mentions of fingering, face sitting, creampies

OCTOBER 15 - IN UNIFORM

KUROO TETSUROU (HQ) X F!READER ﾉ 1190 words ﾉ there’s about five minutes left on the clock before your coworker comes back.

ᘏ ft. maid cafe, exhibitionism, time crunch for kuroo, squirting

OCTOBER 17 - APHRODISIACS

DAN HENG (HSR) X F!READER ﾉ 1469 words ﾉ it’s only natural that you’d try to play it off, especially when he had already warned you about this ahead of time. your bad, you’ll admit. unfortunately for you though, this aphrodisiac is one of the strongest, and it won’t be going away anytime soon.

ᘏ ft. aphrodisiacs, mutual pining, wall sex, squirting from putting it in

OCTOBER 19 - GHOSTS!

GHOST! HAYATO SUO X F!READER ﾉ 742 words ﾉ SFW ﾉ you seem to be the only one who doesn’t mind the ghost that trails behind you. your friends want to hire someone to get rid of him, but you seem to be weirdly defensive over something that’s supposed to be haunting you.

ᘏ ft. protective suo (this time in a cute way), ghosts, etc

OCTOBER 21 - SCARY MOVIE

ENDO YAMATO X F!READER ﾉ 841 words ﾉ SFW ﾉ you’ve had some bad ideas, but this one has to be your worst. halloween night, sitting side by side with the man who has it in his dna to tease you, rank #1 for scariest movies in existence playing on the big TV, and your friends. the friends you’ve somehow managed to convince (through a dragged out lie) that there’s absolutely nothing in the world that can scare you.

ᘏ ft. horror movies, reader is a bit scared, + endo comfort !!

OCTOBER 23 - YANDERE

YANDERE!UMEMIYA HAJIME X F!READER ﾉ 838 words ﾉ no one would dare hurt umemiya’s girl. they shouldn’t. they wouldn’t dare. but after some time.. he thinks he should give them another reminder. it wouldn’t hurt.

ᘏ ft. yandere, creampies, overstimulation, praise, size kink, marking, soft possessiveness, reader wears a skirt, catcalling (not from ume)

OCTOBER 25 - CAMGIRL

HAYATO SUO X F!READER ﾉ 3520 words ﾉ you always do what the highest tipper says, but looks like that’s backfired! “bring someone to fuck you raw on your next stream” but oh. you don’t have a boyfriend, do you? so the second best option would be to swallow your pride and ask one of your friends.

ᘏ ft. streaming (audience), camgirl! reader, dry humping, creampie, overstimulation, squirting, virginity loss (reader), teasing, tba

OCTOBER 27 - TOYS

TAKIISHI CHIKA X F!READER! 937 words ﾉ a fun dinner with your friends? unfortunately, the group is one chair short, so it’s a given that the couple shares. takiishi wonders which will give it away first: the buzzing between your legs, or the faces you’re making? you seem to be doing an alright job (much to his dismay) but one push should do it.

ᘏ ft. exhibitionism (hinted that endo knows), mentions of fingering & potential threesome, toy usage, reader wears a skirt, risk

OCTOBER 29 - DEALS

DABI (MHA) X HERO!F!READER ﾉ 890 words ﾉ what happens when your curiosity takes you to the league of villains’ hideout? luckily enough, there’s only one of them there to greet you— and the world seems kind enough to let you off with a deal. fuck him once to guarantee his silence, or so you thought.

ᘏ ft. tw dubcon, forced orgasms, fear play, mentions of murder, etc

OCTOBER 30 - MACHINES

MR. RECA (HSR) X F!READER! ?? words ﾉ your voice is a bit too quiet for films. he says to consider this a vocal warm-up— just some personalized training he’s given you to combat your shyness on set, but you think otherwise.

ᘏ ft. fucking machine (…), recording, squirting, blindfolds, tba

OCTOBER 31 - ROOMMATES

HOUSEKEEPING! — TOGAME JO X F!READER! ﾉ 7387 words ﾉ you don’t realize how loud you are, do you? or are the walls just paper thin? his patience seems to also be running thin, but he’s always thought of himself as someone who tries to be a pretty decent guy most of the time. a decent enough guy that doesn’t fantasize about fucking choji’s childhood friend raw, at the very least.

ᘏ ft. masturbation (kind of caught), size difference, thigh fucking, creampie, semi-possessive togame glimpse at the end, tba

UPDATE (NOV 12): ktober on hold for my current event! this kinktober will be completed. 100%. i have the drafts- just needs editing. thank you for your patience <3

[absurdly-overpowered-astronaut]

you know something that has bothered me about persona 5 ever since I played it is how they don’t address Yusuke’s attitude towards art.

He idealises the artistic process to the point its clearly self destructive (ie doesn’t eat , doesn’t have any money ect) and more concerning the idea of the true artist. The artist who is divorced from all worldly needs and pleasures the artists who has cut themselves off completely from society all in the name of their unbending artistic vision.

The best example I can think of off the top of my head is when he comes over to Ren’s house he gets them to watch art documentaries with him and if I’m remembering correctly the guy in the documentary left his family and completely cut himself off from society for the sake of his craft and yusuke considers this aspirational.

The problem is this attitude isn’t actually all that helpful. Any work done while depriving yourself is never the best work you could have made whether that be of sleep , food , social interaction , joy ect and art devoiced from society lacks meaning the best art isn’t completely removed from the human experience it reflects and comments it on it

but more so then this mindset being destructive and a tired idea I have distain for it feels like such a clear extension of Madarame’s abuse. We see Madarame also holds this mindset so Yusuke must have gotten it from him and it seems to disproportionately benefit Madarame and reminds me of abusive behaviour.

if yusuke doesn’t value and understand money or the worldly pleasures it can afford him then he won’t be bothered by Madarame receiving all the money from his works and it makes him more dependent on Madarame / the school he goes to because he can’t for example take the train , afford food or housing and it somewhat limits him socially making it harder to go out with friends.

“Social abuse is behaviour that is aimed at cutting you off from other relationships. This can be your family, friends, your workplace or a community you belong to.

The abusive person may:

-try to stop you from seeing other people or going to social activities

-try to stop you from going out

-make it difficult for you to use your car, other forms of transport or mobility aids” (in this case train)

“Types of financial and economic abuse

The abusive person may:

-take full control of all the finances, spending and decisions about money so that you are financially dependent on them”

if yusuke thinks that the only compensation a “true artist” needs is the artistic fulfilment of completing a work then he won’t be bothered by Madarame taking the credit

if yusuke thinks he needs to cut himself off from the world and others then he will be less likely to realise that what madarame is doing is wrong but also that he is completely dependent on madarame.

“Abusive partners will often try to isolate their victim, i.e. limit their access to those close to them in order to weaken them psychologically. The victim ends up cut off from the relationships that fuel their inner strength, provide validation and support, and could help them to see their situation more clearly.”

(I’m using an example from an article about abuse in romantic relationships but the point still applies)

if yusuke is single mindedly focused on the creation of art that benefits Madarame more because the more art the more compensation he receives

“An abuser may deliberately deprive the victim of sleep, with the aim of making them more vulnerable. The abuser may startle her awake just as she's about to fall asleep, refuse to let her sleep to settle an argument (often deliberately started at bedtime), or wake her up incessantly during the night” “The victim then loses a lot of stamina and finds themselves greatly weakened, both psychologically and physically.”

the idea that only other creative souls will understand your work creates a us vs them conflict and allows the abuser to easily reflect with “they just don’t understand”

It introduces this dynamic that wanting anything that doesn’t contribute to the art is bad and makes you a worse artist a worse person. Its assigning morality and success to the behaviour that madarame wants to incentivise and disincentivise he wants yusuke to make more art but he doesn’t want to yusuke to become disconnect or independent so the sentiment that to be a true artist you must let go of worldly possessions once again loops back round to reinforcing abuse

even though he is out of the abusive environment he still hasn’t unlearned/been confronted on this mind set.

[dat1angel]

Looped Life sounds really cool and I'd love to hear more! Though I do have to remind you Martyn and Jimmy teamed in Secret Life lol! Someone like Etho or Bigb could be cool for the story!

Yeah, I realized after I posted it that I had forgotten they teamed in Secret Life. I'm happy to share more of my thoughts about the AU.

The Watchers don't want Jimmy to know about the time loop. If MC(Main Character) tells Jimmy about the loops they make the current loop much harder for them.

They won't punish MC for telling others though. One loop, they try getting everyone else in on it so they can help. Some people believe them, some don't. I think players like Grian, Martyn, Pearl, and BigB, those who were on Evo and are familiar with The Watchers, would be likely to believe them(dependant on them not being MC). I see players like Joel, Ren, and Etho being more likely to not believe or think MC is lying to try to get further in the game.

I think in one of the earliest loops they try just not teaming with Jimmy. Let the looping and the keeping him alive be somebody else's problem. It doesn't work.

Its a similar line of thinking that leads to them finding out they need to survive until the end too. They purposely let themself go out of the series before Jimmy thinking that they can't be held accountable for him if they're dead. They barely get one second in the afterlife before they're waking up in a new loop.

They try a loop avoiding interaction with other players as much as possible. They build a secret bunker and only leave for the essentials. They don't even stick around for the beginning of series circle pow-wow and explaining of rules. They just turn and leave while Grian is still talking.

They try a loop where they ally with almost everyone so they won't be attacked.

They try a loop where they go on the offensive. High aggression, kill or be killed, trust no one.

In one of the later loops, they lose it. They isolate themself. They scream and cry and bang their head against a wall. They destroy things and burn builds. They're careless with their safety and get hurt a lot because they didn't try to get away from a fire or explosion or wayward arrow. They start to think the loops are less about Jimmy winning and more about watching them break.

The Watchers don't want it to be too easy for them so the loops don't stay consistent. Some loops are exactly the same as a previous loop, maybe one or two differences. Other loops are completely unlike any other from the players to the teams and even down to the terrain.

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Shout out to @brainrot-has-overtaken-me who has started writing a little something based off my original prompt post of this AU. Read the beginning of their work here.

[phoenixkaptain]

Can’t stop thinking about Star Wars…

The Original Trilogy is about forgiveness and love. How love can help people who everyone thinks are too far gone. How you can choose to be good at any point, even if you’ve done terrible things. You can make the choice to change your behaviour and become maybe not a good person and definitely not a perfect person, but a better person than you were just a moment ago.

Thinking about how the Prequel Trilogy feeds into this. Anakin makes choices throughout, and he feels unmoored. He feels like he has to hide. He does hide. He hides from the people who can help him, the Jedi, because he can only see how he’s imperfect and they’re perfect, he can’t see their flaws. He loves Padme and Obi-Wan but that love tears him apart and he stops feeling safe anywhere. He loses everything he loved, from his home to his mother to his Master to his wife, and that makes his final choice in the Original Trilogy, his choice to do something good, all the more meaningful because we know him. We know he isn’t perfect and we know he’s capable of committing atrocities, but he chose not to. He chose to sacrifice himself for someone, instead of wishing someone would sacrifice themself for him.

The Sequel Trilogy had so much potential. But, there was no plan. And that’s the most diappointing part. The original and prequel trilogies have flow, they make sense, they connect intrinsically to each other and they only strengthen each other. The sequels just don’t flow, they don’t connect, they feel disjointed.

If Rey had to be Palpatine’s granddaughter, I think it would have made more sense for her to be the Vader mirror instead of Ben Solo. If Rey had been raised and groomed as Palpatine’s next apprentice, if she had been taught that Jedi = bad and democracy = bad, but Palpatine ruling everything = good, if she was a Sith from the beginning, but she chose not to be? That would tie in to the first trilogy a lot better.

Especially because they could have used the psychometry they gave her. She could have found Anakin’s lightsaber and felt heart break. She could have seen all the terrible things that happened because of Anakin, because of Darth Vader, and she could have had a moment of realization that she can choose to be good. Especially if she didn’t find Anakin’s lightsaber, but Luke’s.

Rey could have been powerful because she was trained her whole life to be powerful. She could have been masculine because she was trained her whole life to be masculine. She could have been such a better antagonist than Kylo Ren was. And it’s all because of the choices the characters would make and the intention behind them.

When Ben Solo leaves everything behind, he lost everything, but it was his choice to do so. If Rey was in a situation where she was raised by Palpatine but decided to give up that life, her fear of losing everything hits a bit harder.

They could even have made the same story! Like, Rey leaves as a teenager and goes to Jakku to hide because nobody will look for her there, only to stumble on a droid from the Resistance and realize that this is her chance to do good. She could seek out Luke Skywalker, hoping that he’ll teach her how to be good instead of bad. She could kill Palpatine by throwing him down another reactor core.

You wouldn’t even have to change the other characters all that much, honestly. You could still have Kylo Ren, his bond with Rey would just be a bit different. Maybe they were groomed together for a period, maybe he was to be her replacement, either way, you could still have that, if you really wanted to.

You could have anything you want, because the sequel trilogy is the way it is and it’s not going to change just because I have opinions. I wish it was different. I wish the people who made it were allowed to care about it, to see it through to the end, all three movies, to make a plan at the start then follow it through to the end. I wish they’d been allowed time to revise and edit and do things better. I wish, I wish, I wish, but it’s not that way. And I just have to make my peace with that.

[indigo-flightly-falls]

hi shakign you you cannot just tell me you have a 3rd life fundy and purpled au and not tell me abt it I KNOW you said it's not fleshed out yet but if you wanna talk abt I'd be so so normal abt it I swear /nf (I'm the homocrafting bkog btw this is my main)

:0 helllooo!

So as I'm writitng this I'm realizing this is much more fleshed out then I thought lol

Okay well then. The basics of the au go as follows:

Sometime after the whole Purpled-killed-Slime deal, he meets up with Fundy to really think about what they've both been doing. And realize that they need a break, badly.

So, now they are faced with the challenge of breaking out of the Dream SMP! I don't know exactly how but between my headcanons of Fundy being God-adjacent and Purpled being a Watcher, it shouldn't be too hard to get out :)

They actually land in Hypixel for a bit, which offers them a chance to rest and save up some money for food and stuff! It is here they realize a huge problem. Because they are both still minors (I headcanon Fundy as 16 and Purpled as 17, going on 18 when this happens), they can't make a world for themselves without parental consent.

So they turn to trying to hack into anarchy servers. Which can only go wrong.

They end up hacking into 3rd Life in the end, thinking it was just another anarchy server, and because again, Fundy is God-adjacent and Purpled is a Watcher, they somehow get in.

Fundy spawns in the forest, not all that far from the refugee group (the place that had to giant phantom attack), and has to explain to everyone that 'yes I hacked in but only because me and my friend need a place to stay for like four months until he turns 18 sorry again please don't kick us out.'. The group decide to let him stay if Grian agrees.

Purpled meanwhile, spawned in the desert! He quickly find Grian and also explains what's going on, but more... harsher? He doesn't know if this is a whitelisted server but if it isn't then he's gotta be harsh. Grian decides to take a vote with everyone, and they agree on letting the kids stay. What harm could they do?

Fundy ends up tagging along with Martyn, and yes that means he meets Ren. He ends up solidly on the side of Dogwarts, protecting it with his lives.

Purpled ends up following Grian to the desert due to him sensing that Grian is something like him (he never learned what a Watcher was, so this is basically his first time meeting another one). He's loyal mostly to Grian, and would probably betray Scar with ease.

However. Then fucking session four happens. After a good few months of peace and quiet, Grian fucking blows up three people. Two of which Fundy has already made very clear he would kill for. Purpled wasn't exactly happy to have blown people up, but he'll take any kind of kills he can get.

Fundy actually loses his green life after this, at that time when everyone gathered at the top of the hill. Scar accidentally pushes him off. When Fundy respawns, his body had changed. It's not uncommon for the players of life games to have changes to themselves, whether it be hybrid features or limbs being weird. Fundy however, loses an eye and grows wings. Neither of which he takes well.

Purpled is shocked at what Scar did, and almost goes for him, only stopped by the 'no killing on green' rule. However, he does start doing bounty hunter work again. Good server to try to get back into the swing of things.

Before it was late summer and everyone was still having a good time and now it's mid fall and Ren's made Martyn kill him and the Red Army is assembled and Joel's doing his own thing and people are dropping like flies. Purpled's first death happened during session five, and included a hoard of zombies and a very large pit.

And then the little raid Etho does on desert duo happens. Only this time, he had Fundy with him! Does it change anything? No. They both die.

And now Fundy's down his let arm, which makes it much harder to fight, and the anger at being weaker then the rest of Dogwarts make the bloodlust simmer beneath the surface.

Purpled meanwhile is trying to decide on the best way to proceed. Should he stay in the desert, with Scar, who killed one of his best friends? Or should he go live with Joel, and have an easy way to make more bounty hunter kills? He ends up making the choice once he's on red, killed by a stray TNT trap in the woods. He'll live with Grian for now, but if Scar does anything, then he'll leave.

And then sessions 7 & 8 happen! Oh joy! Purpled's out during session 8, near the beginning when attacks are random and on whoever's in your way. Fundy dies in the final battle of Dogwarts, shortly after Etho and by the exact same method.

They end up back on Hypixel and it takes them a few minutes to actually talk to each other. Because, after all, they really just hacked onto a whitelisted server and... what, found that people can be kind? That the Dream SMP was an odd one out? How does one exactly reshape their worldviews in such a short amount of time? And they still carry the scars. Fundy's still got his wings, and is down an eye and an arm. And Purpled's unable to fly after his wing got badly torn down the middle.

No matter what they think, the current situation is making a world for themselves. Or that is the problem, until Ren and Grian message Fundy and Purpled respectively.

Grian messages Purpled because he Knows the kid's a Watcher, and an untrained one at that. His power could be deadly if Purpled's not taught how to control it. He offers Purpled that chance to come to Hermitcraft, just for a little bit, to learn about his powers and how to protect people on servers.

Ren reaches out to Fundy because the kid's one of his soldiers, and Ren's not resting until he knows all of his soldiers (his family), are safe. He offers to let Fundy onto Hermitcraft, for many reasons but the most prominent one is so he can get Doc to help make Fundy a new arm.

And the kids go to Hermitcraft. And they promise to themselves they'll only stay for a month or two. And then that turns into three, and the into six. And suddenly, they've spent almost an entire year on Hermitcraft, and they don't really want to leave anymore.

[dawnlibrary]

Two in one, Chloe Liese edition

If Only You (Bergman Brothers #6)

Summary:

Ziggy I’m the youngest player on the National Soccer team, the baby of my family, and thoroughly sick of being underestimated, so I’ve decided to take matters into my own hands. Which is where my brother’s best friend and teammate, the infamous Sebastian Marchand, comes in.  Seb needs to rehab his reputation. I want to give mine an edge. So I propose a fake friendship with real benefits: spending time in the public eye, my good-girl image and his bad-boy notoriety rubbing off on each other. He’s my devious, dark-haired fantasy come to life, but his destructive ways make it easy to keep him in the (fake) friend zone. Or so I thought, until I start to see the heart of gold he’s been hiding beneath that sinister surface… Sebastian Like any self-respecting reprobate, I’ve been spiraling downward, and finally I’ve hit rock bottom. My hockey career and sponsorships are in jeopardy, and while I’m not ready to actually reform my ways, I’m happy to pretend that I have, to secure the life I’m on the brink of losing.  So when my best friend’s sister, Ziggy Bergman, proposes a public “friendship” to revamp our reputations, it’s an offer I can’t refuse. Up till now, I’ve stayed away from Ren’s sweet, shy little sister to avoid any risk of ruining my one good friendship. But I reassure myself there’s no risk in our scheme. I’ll fake a friendship with Ziggy, fix my reputation, and get back to hockey, the one and only thing I love. At least, it was, until what began as a transactional arrangement became the most loving relationship I’ve ever known. ​ If Only You is a brother’s best friend, (fake) friends with benefits to friends to lovers romance about a bighearted, quietly fierce soccer star on the autism spectrum, and a thoroughly unprincipled, almost irredeemable hockey player who has celiac disease. Complete with an absurd level of mutual pining, meddling family and friends, and a spicy slow burn, this standalone is the sixth in a series of novels about a Swedish-American family of five brothers, two sisters, and their wild adventures as they each find happily ever after.

It was lovely to read someone finding confidence in who they are and being loud about it.

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Everything for You (Bergman Brothers #5)

Summary:

Gavin We’ve been teammates for two years, but it feels like a lifetime that Oliver Bergman’s been on my last nerve. A demanding captain and veteran player, I’m feared and friendless, while he’s the beloved rising star, all sunshine smiles and upbeat team spirit. To make matters worse, he’s obscenely attractive. In short: he’s genetically designed to get under my skin. Avoiding Oliver has been my survival tactic on and off the field. But when Coach drops the bomb that we’re now co-captains, avoiding him becomes impossible, and keeping the truth from him–let alone my distance–is harder than ever. Oliver Life was great until soccer legend Gavin Hayes joined the team and proved he’s nothing like the guy I grew up idolizing. Instead, he’s a giant–albeit gorgeous–grump who lives to rain on my parade. I’ve sworn off pranks since entering the public eye, so rather than settle our differences the Bergman way, I’ve had to settle for killing Gavin with kindness. There’s just one problem: killing him with kindness is killing me. To make matters worse, Coach gives us an ultimatum: put an end to our enmity or say goodbye to being captains. I’m prepared to be miserable while we meet her demands and make nice, but the last thing I expect is to discover an explosive attraction we can’t help but act on, and worse yet, to realize the man hiding beneath Gavin’s gruff exterior is all I’ve ever wanted. ​ Everything for You is a grumpy-sunshine, enemies-to-lovers, age gap sports romance about an upbeat rising soccer star with anxiety and his curmudgeonly veteran teammate who lives with chronic pain. Complete with nosy senior citizens, nosier siblings, and a meddling coach, this standalone slow burn is the fifth in a series of novels about a Swedish-American family of five brothers, two sisters, and their wild adventures as they each find happily ever after.

Oh, Gavin made me angry several times, but over all I enjoyed this one.

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Yes, I read book 6 before book 1... and then went backwards and read book 5, again, before book 1... things happen.

It seemed like I was in a sports romance roll for a few days because I read a few of those and then stumbled upon these ones and I enjoyed them.

[desolationcleo]

some life series martyn design headcanons i've had for a while now

(this originated when i noticed his ears aren't visible in his shadow alliance skin with the hood down, when they are normally, combined with how i generally call attention to jimmy and martyn's ears when drawing them to reflect their listener affiliation, and also some of it is taken from actual cape status. also when i tell you i lost it upon realizing cherri was on the same wavelength as me about having him grow his hair out over the course of a death game)

So, back in Evo, he had short hair, and sometime after first encountering the Listeners but before the dragon fight, he and Jimmy got matching pairs of crawler earrings with pale almost white gems hanging from them. He's also got that cape, with the fire looking design at the bottom.

In Third Life, he still has the earrings, though Jimmy has now lost his, given that it's pretty hard to wear earrings when you now have little canary wings where you'd expect your ears to be as a manifestation of your curse. Martyn's not quite sure where he got these earrings and doesn't know Jimmy used to have a matching pair.

Midway through Third Life, he starts growing out his hair a little. This coincides with him first making contact with the Watchers. Upon going yellow, he takes off his cape to show off the symbol on the back of his coat.

At the start of Last Life, he gets his cape back, but his hair length remains the same as it was at the end of 3l. Over the course of the season, his hair keeps getting longer.

Aside note, Ren begins braiding his hair with a ribbon woven in after devoting himself to Lizzie. This will be relevant later. Now, back to Martyn.

For those not in the know, crawler earrings, despite their appearance, only actually require one piercing. This means they're no harder to accidentally lose than any other earring. During the chase scene with Jimmy for his life back, he loses an earring and doesn't notice. This also results in him matching with Cleo, who also only wears one earring, foreshadowing their being linked in their next lives.

He gets rid of his cape again, this time so the moon kanji on his robe can be visible. After first putting on the Shadow Alliance robe, he now has a permanent shadow over his eyes.

By the time his friends start dying, his hair has grown long enough that his ears are no longer visible. This includes his remaining earring.

After he turns red, he now has scars from his death, and his hair is singed from the lava. It remains this way until his final death.

At the start of Double Life, his hair is still long though no longer visibly burnt, he doesn't have a shadow over his eyes 24/7 anymore, he doesn't get his cape or his earring back, his hopes of escape are dashed, and Mumbo is gone entirely and presumed permadead. He does what one does when bad things happen and cuts his hair. With a wooden sword. And no access to a reflective surface. Predictably, this leaves it rather uneven to say the least.

When he goes to the Nether, he makes a new pair of earrings, and incorporates glowstone. As a result, when he leaves the place, he has glowstone dust all over him for the rest of the episode. He also no longer matches with Cleo. (and yes, he did roll up to her covered in glowstone and with a laughable haircut)

Eventually he does fix his hair. That or it fixes itself when he goes yellow (a death which also leaves a scar).

In Limited Life, he once again has a cape, but as he dies over and over, it's more or less shredded by the end. He also starts growing his hair again and braids it this time, this combined with the streaks in his hair (which are unnaturally dark) makes him resemble Ren in season 2. Right before the final battle, said braid comes undone shortly before he does.

[pkmnomegaverse]

Ships I’m considering changing around

Or at least that’s what I intended this to be. But it turned so much into a Ran introspection I don’t want to clutter it with more ships so ended it when that one. Mostly wrote this as notes to myself so it’s rambley, but I do talk about some kids so can get some insight into them. As I said though it’s mostly talk about Ran. Under a cut not because it’s scandalous (mostly), but because it’s long

Winona/Aarune

This is one where I’m very committed to Neil still existing as Winona’s son, but it’s who his dad is that doesn’t matter, so Aarune is mostly a placeholder right now. Ship doesn’t really do anything for me and Aarune doesn’t add anything to the table as Neil’s dad. So holding out hope someone better comes along

For Neil, the whole point of his character is he’s Micah’s Gym Leader buddy who secretly has a crush on him. Cause Micah is my stealth shoujo protagonist who has his possible harem of suitors but like all shoujos, there’s only two of the dudes who really stand a chance and Neil is the guy who likes the protag, but everyone knows for sure that guy ain’t winning. A side suitor.

I don’t even have any ideas for alt ships at this point, I really am drawing a blank. The most I know is I really am leaning towards it being a guy, so the single girls I have milling about are out. Just the vibe I’m getting for who Neil’s other parent would be. But yes, I’m almost certain I’ll change this ship, just no idea to what.

Tate/Tucker

What makes this one tricky is I really like Ren and Ran and even now when I look at my design for Ran, I feel he’s one I did a better job combining his parent’s design. So in my head, harder design to flip. Plus while I don’t care about Tate/Tucker as a ship, I feel there’s something to not cutting all the families with difficult relationships and flipping them out for generic happy families with no teeth. Like I already have a lot of generic happy families. Why keep adding more unless it’s for a ship I really like.

Basically, the way the fam currently is set up, Tucker is a tool who seduced poor young naive Tate once he was of age, got surprise pregnant, dumped the kids on him, and mostly peaced out. He comes around sometimes so it’s not like Ren and Ran don’t know who their mom is. And Tate Tucker have like a weird relationship but there’s not really together either. But not not together? It’s complicated. But it mostly is Tate as single hard working dad and it’s a thing that Ran actually doesn’t bring up the dysfunctional dynamic his parents have going, just plays it off like things are totally fine. Doesn’t have an unconventional household, what are you talking about. Even his brother being so sickly he’s bedridden is something he downplays. And while it is partly out of shame, it’s more he doesn’t want anyone to judge his family or pity him and his family. He’s a bitchy diva but has a hidden soft side he only really shows to his dad, aunt, and brother. Does care deep down. But okay, I could change the ship and make Tate/Mira a thing and I won’t really lose his design. Could make that work. But then it also makes the family situation kind of boring? Ran goes from being in a family situation he hides that genuinely is kinda sus on Tucker’s end due to how the relationship between his parents started to just regular happy mom/dad family. Ship with no teeth but like sure, can see Tate/Mira being cute. Ran can still be a bitch cause why not, but I feel he loses depth? So the delimma here is do I lean into Tucker sucking as a person (which honestly that wasn’t my intention when I first made the ship, like most things I decide on a whim, the full implications reveal themselves as I workshop things in the background). Or go with a more boring, but conventional ship and lose some of Ran’s nuance? Like this one I do lean on keeping as is because I think it makes Ran and Ren more interesting, even if it’s to the detriment of Tate and especially Tucker (I don’t think canonly he’s a bad person but sometimes you gotta do things for the narrative. It’s like the Bruno/Bugsy situation).

Which on the Bruno/Bugsy thing they are actually the next closest ship I sometimes compare this family to and with that family, Gunner HATES Bruno for how he perceives it being his fault his parents have such a dysfunctional relationship. The one who’s (emotionally) hurting his mom. Whereas Ran doesn’t hate Tucker. He mostly just finds him flighty and kinda likes spending time with him. Sometimes. Since once he’s older they do bond over the idol stuff. But Ran also assumes Tucker must not really love him or his brother very much, because if he did, he’d stick around more. So he tries to hold his feelings for Tucker at a distance. Tells himself not to care or expect anything from him since will just be disappointed in the end.

So actually yeah, writing all this out reaffirmed things for me so keeping it as is. I don’t see the sense of scrapping Ran as a character just because his parent ship isn’t the best and I kinda feel bad I made Tucker suck, since I feel fun things could be done with him. But sometimes sacrifices need to be made for the narrative!

[benayoung]

honestly, nayoung isn't surprised that the rest of the circle dissolves into absolute chaos. she's actually surprised they managed to complete the exercise and make it back to her in the first place. a small part of her is worried if their ceos will be disappointed in them - the coaches of this team, taking time out of practice, going off on their team members, arguably losing their tempers.

she thinks she was valid, though - ultimately unsurprising. she usually does. ren, though? she isn't sure. his outburst seems to come from a place that is a bit more personal, and she's not sure how beneficial it is for the team as a whole to bear witness to this.

still, she doesn't interrupt, even as siwoo defends himself, because she wants to give them time to work it out. if they manage to, she thinks it would be good for morale overall. the more siwoo talks, however, the more certain nayoung is that it won't be enough for ren. as a former fake bitch, she knows another one when she sees them, and siwoo has disingenuous written all over him. honestly, though...he should. it's how he should behave on camera, and if he already has this down, maybe he has more of a future in the industry than she thought.

it's an unfortunate reality, at least for people like ren, who are too sincere - too earnest. she knows his heart is entrenched in music and this career by extension, maybe deeper than it should be. she understands why people who don't care upset him so greatly, and she suspects...something deeper is going on, but now isn't the time or place to ask ren about it. she will eventually, away from the cameras.

ren is too vulnerable, almost fragile, though to be fair, nayoung did sort of ask for this, didn't she? yes. the honesty is important, and she can only hope it will relieve more tension than it caused, but...she thinks of his ceo ripping him to shreds on a previous episode, and fears the repercussions he'll face for letting his emotions get the better of him.

nayoung hears the words listen to nayoung, and takes that as her cue to regain control of the situation and speak up.

"okay," she can't help that it leaves her mouth as more of a sigh than anything else. "thank you for your honesty and vulnerability, everyone. if this inspired anyone to have some harder conversations, i'll encourage you to speak to one another privately - away from the cameras, if possible. in the meantime, let's take another five minute break, then get back to practice. hopefully now that we know each other a little better performing as a group will look more natural."

with that, she stands up from the circle, a physical indication of the end of the exercise.

"no you won't listen, because you don't listen-" he blurts automatically, like it's a biological instinct to defend himself against the snobbish, indifferent ryu siwoo from his past, come to haunt him in the present, at a crucial pinnacle of the only future he knows. there is too much to process coming out of siwoo, too much ren would want to address if he was as conniving and eloquent and levelheaded as his opponent.

"superiority complex? are you serious?" the smile that just barely and just briefly graces his lips is bitter, melancholy, sad.

"you think i think i'm superior to you? i'm not stupid. i have to wake up every day and remind myself i'm not inferior to you," he glances briefly around the circle, as if to indicate that fact applies to everyone there (and maybe everyone who isn't), "the only thing that separates me from the rest of you is opportunity, and a piece of paper with my name on it. and i know that. i'm not entitled to any of this. i have to work so hard, every single day, and when someone gives me something i have to fix about myself, i listen to them."

he refuses to shed any tears in front of siwoo. he won't give him that satisfaction. but the epiphany that siwoo wasn't just a complicit bystander that day, that he has only aged into someone even more cruel and more cold-hearted and more lacking of remorse stings behind his eyes regardless.

"and to pretend like we've never spoken to each other once?" he doesn't realize he's uttered it aloud, so pathetically, so desperately maddened by it. but he shakes his head of it, just as desperate to drop it as he is to finish the task at hand and be rid of it entirely.

"i'm sorry, everyone," he adds, looking to the rest of the team sincerely, before his gaze lands on siwoo with a pointed look, as if to warn him against attempting to apologize or even speak on ren's behalf again.

"i'm taking up your practice time with this, and every minute counts," another warning: get your shit together, because i can see right through it.

"you should all do your best and listen to nayoung. there's a reason we've been paired together for the finale."

[sintiva]

percolator..// ∘* e. jaeger

୭̥⋆*｡ summary: in which eren can't keep his mouth off you, literally

୭̥⋆*｡ cw: established relationship, fingering, squirting, overstimulation, voice kink, eren cums in his pants, penetrative sex (+suggestive), we in the car..// wc. 1.4k

୭̥⋆*｡ notes: hi guysss, miss me?

“thought it was just gonna be a little.” you moan as your tear glazed eyes peer down at eren whose head is slotted perfectly between your thick thighs. after giving eren the most ridiculous head he’s ever received in the back of your car he just had to return the favor. he laid you down in the back, and pushed your panties to the side as his tongue dropped out of his mouth eagerly ready to make work of your insides.

“this,” he slurps up your juices on his tongue, “this is just a little.” he smirks.

“eren…” you quietly moan as your hips buck up into his mouth. your eyes cross in your head and you’ve got your hands balled in tight fist that push into the plushness of your hips. he likes to hear the pleasure on your tongue. it makes the rutting of his hard cock into the soft pink cushion of your car seats more pleasurable. he shouldn’t even be hard after the thick loads of cum he spilled into your throat, but he’s just so worked up.

he’s real good at making your pretty little clit perk up too. he can’t be the only one whose getting off — he loves to tell you how horny he gets from making you cum cause you just happen to look the prettiest when you’re cumming for him.

“yes, princess?” he smirks right against your cunny and swipes his tongue up over his lips. “mmm, i don’ know,” you grab on to his hair, and try to push him away from being so close. his nose purposely nudges against your clit and his fingers are striking a ferocious match that sparks up inside. it makes your body jerk as you feel a steady surge of pleasure wire through your body.

“rennie,” you whimper and it comes out as a squeal towards the end, “mmph — feels like ‘m gonna pee—” he nearly shoots up from his position, because you’ve gone through this before. a moment in your pleasure where you were so come over, and showered with pleasure that a clear liquid gushed right out of your pussy, and eren was on the receiving end drinking everything up — not allowing a single drop to slip by.

“that’s not what it is, princess,” he peers up at you, and at the same time you look back at him through tear heavy lashes, and eyes. you hiccup back a sultry moan, and eren’s ears tingle as he laps at your pussy like a starved dog. “jus’ means,” he slurps up, “— jus’ means your fucking pussy feels good.”

“d-don’t say it like that.” you shudder. you squeeze your eyes shut in embarrassment, but you continue to grind your pussy against his hot tongue. you feel yourself fluttering as you near your orgasm.

“don’t be embarrassed,” he comes up for a bit of air, “want it all right here, princess.” he points to his mouth, and attaches it back to your clit as he sucks on it. he takes his middle and index fingers and massages your plush, soppy folds between them; making sure to squeeze them together a bit harder when he’s up at your pretty pink clit.

“e-ren,” you mewl weakly.

“babyyy.” he groans back. his hips thrust into the cushions a bit harder and his eyes roll into the back of his head. you just taste too good, and smell so fucking good he’s losing his mind. if your car was bigger he’d fold you up right now, and fuck his seed into you. he can only think about how adorable you puffy cheeks would look with a bunch of tears running down them.

he takes two of his digits, and steadily pushes them into your folds. there’s a bit of resistance from your hole, but he’ll get ‘em in. he looks like a madman; with strands of hair sticking to his face, and some of them fly lose from his bun. all of his hair nearly rest on his shoulders ready to abandon the weak hair tie he had it tied back with. “you’re squeezing tight, baby.”

he takes a moment to stare at your hole, “pussy’s so pretty ‘n pink.” the low grumble of words travels to your ears making you clench a bit tighter, “you like that?“ he giggles as he pushes his fingers in a bit more — just a couple more inches. the warmth of your insides are pleasurable along with the gentle throbbing he begins to feel as your pussy swallows up his fingers.

“gotta let me in, i wanna feel you.” he groans. your bodies burn hot in unison. “ ‘m tryin,” you moan back. “i know, baby.”

his fingers finally make it in, and when they do he curls them up. the long digits stroke at that spongy spot that makes you go fucking dumb. it makes your legs spread a bit wider, and has you fucking his hands with a slutty whine of your hips. “oh — my fuck!” you scream out.

he continues to lap at your clit with a calm flick of his tongue. you quickly crumble from both forms of pleasure. “r-ren.” you stutter weakly as you feel him, hungrily pulling your arousal right out of you. “that’s it, princess. all on my tongue.” he grins. your fingers twirl around the strands of hair as you bring his face impossibly closer to your pulsing heat. he slurps it up like soup, and his tongue swipes in between your folds; licking up any and everything that seeps out. but as you think you’re nearing an end you feel something knocking against your tummy.

it feels real warm and it doesn’t help that eren’s got your clit setting perfectly in between his puffy pink lips. he sucks gently at the nub as his fingers rush in and out of you filling up the car with the pure sound of how sloppy you get when his mouth gives your pussy some fucking attention. you try to push his head back, but he won’t let up. he’s not letting your heightened sensitivity escape him. “aht, aht,” he mumbles, “just a little more—“,

the last twirl of his tongue against your clit has you squirting all over his tongue. the clear liquid gushes out in cute spurts and eren’s dick throbs insanely hard. you attempt to push his head away, moaning endlessy as your body jerked. you wanted to scream out so bad, but you mouth just hung open with your tongue lolled right out the side. witnessing you trying to run from over stimulation makes the cum in his balls trickle from his tip. it makes him grind his leaking cock into the seats so much harder.

makes him wince out a pitiful, “fuckkk, baby — makin’ me cum.”

he groans into your pussy as his hot cum begins to taint his boxers, and on top of him being nose deep in your cunny — he’s in euphoria. your moans are a lustful gift to his ear, and it makes him all the more happier that he records these little sessions. gives him good material to fuck his hand too when he just can’t get your cute pouty face out of his head. better yet, when he thinks about how he has to look down at you, when he rest his chin on the top of your head and gets a face full of curls. the scent of coconut wafting up into his face.

when he gets to hold your waist in his hands, and sink his fingers ginto the fat of your stomach and next thing you know he’s humping you, because you feel so fucking soft and he just can’t help himself, and how horny he gets. but the way you look down at him now is too inviting. how your looking down at him again between your legs with your lip trembling between your teeth, hissing as he licks your clit again.

“tha’s enough — eren.” you squeal. he disregards how you tremble in the back seat and how you clasp your thighs tight around his head. but he knows how to handle you — he knows he’s so much stronger than you and he can easily pry your thick thighs back open. “can’t run from me.” he huffs.

“look how messy you made me.” he motions down to the giant wet spot in his sweats and you open your eyes wide as you still see the fat outline of his heavy cock. “gonna fuck you,” he grunts as he slips his sweats down with one hand and leads your calves to rest on his shoulders. he rubs the bottoms of your cute little feet, and kisses the souls of them before he’s now focused on your soppy pussy.

he grabs his cock and taps the tip right in between your folds. he pushes it right in between them and watches them part for him. he rubs his tip between them for a little bit until he angles it down and lines it up with your hole.

“you’re just too pretty not to fuck,” he gasps as he bottoms out, “take it like a good girl for me, yeah?”

“yes! hmm - i will daddy.”

[habeascorpseus]

im curious, what do you consider ooc for grian? i agree w you completely but i would like to know 👁👁

ohoho *takes a BIG sip of my 5 hour energy and slams it on my bedside stool*

okay, so i HOPE this doesnt become a big old rant, because i really should sleep, but, the thing people misunderstand about him MOST, which therefore sort of branches into most other mischaracterizations i see with his character, is that he's not an asshole.

he's also not not an asshole.

here's what i mean: grian's moral compass is looser than a door without hinges, but his honor, and the honor of others, holds priority. in season 8 during the boatem prank war with big eyes, he aptly called his policy, "prank hard, clean up harder."

for the more innocuous offenses he commits, like pranks, and minor amounts murder, he will almost always feel bad and offer to help clean up if he feels like what he did is "too much." "too much" is dependent on circumstance, but most often it includes permanent loss of valubles- like armor, large amounts of resources, and hard to obtain items- which he will attempt to replace or make up for with helping the unfortunate recipient of his ill-fated prank with chores. "too much" also includes griefing and base editing whether it be accidental or on purpose- most notable examples being in season 7 when keralis discovered the "removing stuff from keralis' base" challenge, and rebuilding part of scar's base in season 8 after accidentally getting it blown up. if he feels like it's even partially his fault, he'll almost always offer to help fix the mess, even if he does complain about it the entire way though.

so he likes to fuck with people- he doesnt like permanent damage. that doesnt mean he doesnt occasionally want to cause permanent damage, such as in the life series, but he also often needs a reason to cause damage like losing lives or permadeath.

renchanting trap? scar wasn't doing his job properly as the only red life. tnt base trap? home no longer safe, revenge for pizza. killing jimmy and mumbo in last life? they provoked him and were reaping the consequences. killing bigb and ren in double life? they provoked him by (to his knowledge) being the cause of scar's death as a yellow life. no matter what death grian has personally called in the life series, either before or after it took place, you can find an instance of grian saying why he felt he needed to do it. and if the death is accidental, or accidental collateral damage, he tries to make up for it with his time and energy. (like with the physical objects.)

i see a lot of fics on ao3 with the tag "grian is an asshole in this one, sorry", and i dont normally read those, because those just leave a bad taste in my mouth- but i also see a lot of fics unintentionally write grian as more of a jerk because they forget he abides by honor. its not that grian isnt a murderer, its that he needs a reason to do it- or he'll excuse it after the fact with a reason. its not that grian isnt reckless with other people's lives, its that if he realizes the damage he causes is permanent he balks at doing it. its not that grian isnt an asshole, its that he likes to piss off people but wouldn't dream of purposefully damaging his friendships. grian, as a character, is defined by his willingness to push boundaries and his hesitance to cross the line. and far too often, people forget these two coexisting facts, and write grian as only being one or the other.

again, this is all mostly opinion and writing advice, and ive read fics where grian was ooc that i still enjoyed. but also sometimes you just look at a fandom and you're like "wow youre so valid but youre also wrong!" and occasionally i do be feeling that. in the end what matters is that the fic was fun to write, and the rant resulting from that is also fun to write. goodnight all,

[arminsfanclub]

Pairings: Eren Jaeger x Fem!Reader

Summary: Reader and Eren have sex in the kitchen… it’s literally just porn. 

Content Warnings: NSFW, fingering, oral (fem. receiving), penetrative sex, praising.

A/N: Not sure if I should be proud or ashamed that my first post on this blog is pure filth. Am I okay??? Btw this is my first time writing smut LMAO 😵‍💫 I’ll definitely try to improve. Please let me know if there’s anything that needs to be fixed or if any cw’s need to be added.

“Hold it properly.” He mumbled against your pussy.  

“I-I’m trying.” 

Eren had instructed you to hold up your midi ivory summer dress for him as he roughly tongue fucked you from behind.

He had you leaning against the marble countertop of your shared apartment, your stomach pressed against the edge of the large kitchen island. One of your hands planted on the counter as the other one struggled to hold onto the soft material of your dress. You stood on your tippy toes as he kneeled between your legs, his face buried in your soaking pussy.

“Try harder.” Was his only response as he sucked harder.

“Ah!” You moaned loudly feeling your legs begin to shake. 

One of his hands was holding onto the back of your left thigh, his fingertips digging roughly into your soft flesh. His other hand played with your dripping pussy, he moved two of his fingers in and out of you at a quick, rhythmic pace.

He licked the lewd juices running down your thighs, sucking your delicate skin along the way, leaving love bites all over your thighs. “Eren… oh, fuck,” you sigh pressing your body harder into the countertop, closing your eyes in pleasure.

He scissored his fingers causing you to clench around his digits as your knees buckled, groaning and panting in absolute bliss.

“Good girl.” he praised running his tongue against your folds, mixing his saliva with your fluids, “So nice and wet for me. Shit, you taste fucking amazing.”

Eren continued his assault on your pussy, switching between his tongue and fingers every once in a while.

Your body felt hot, your arms and feet started to get tired from the amount of stress they were currently under. But you were close, so so close, so close to ecstasy that you didn’t care about the pain shooting through your limbs.

“‘Bout to cu-cum, Ren.” 

Eren chuckled and slipped his pointer and middle fingers into your hole once again. He curled his fingers inside you, hitting that sweet spot that makes you lose your mind, as he bit into the flesh of your ass. 

“Eren!” You screamed as your orgasm hit you. Your hands roughly grabbed onto the edge of the counter for support, allowing your dress to fall down. You were trying your best not to fall to the ground afraid of the painful bruises you might end up with.

Eren stood up from the floor, placing his hands on your waist for support. He leaned into you, pushed your hair aside and began kissing your neck as you shook under his touch. He breathed into you and rubbed his body against yours, squeezing one of your clothed breasts.

“Mmm,” you moaned, reaching behind and palming his dick through his jeans. He moaned, “Fuck baby, I’m so hard right now,” into your neck as he kissed and sucked on the sensitive skin.

You were still facing away from him when you felt him move a few inches away from you and you heard him mess around with belt. You turned your head around to watch him as he freed his erect penis from his boxers. Your pussy twitching as you watched him pump himself a few times as he made eye contact with you.

He moved closer to you, rubbing his cock against you, dirtying your dress.

“You’re too short,” he grunted and turned you around. He picked you up and sat you down on the counter. You now sat facing Eren, your legs dangling off the edge of the counter as he stood between your thighs.

“Much better,” he smirked, his striking green eyes boring into yours full of lust and desire.

Eren pulled your thin dress straps down and under your arms until the top of your dress pooled around your lower torso. 

As you couldn’t wear a bra with this particular dress, you shuddered as you felt the cold air make contact with your exposed chest. “Mmm, so pretty,” he watched as your nipples became erect, licking his lips.

“‘Ren p-please. ‘M so horny,” you mumbled.

“I know baby, just be patient.”

He captured your lips in a kiss, you parted your lips allowing his tongue into your mouth for a sloppy kiss. His right palm rested against your throat as his finger dug roughly into your jaw. 

He nibbled on your bottom lip as you moaned loudly tangling your fingers in his locks. You tugged on the hair at the back of his neck lightly, earning a grown from him.

He pulled away from you and stuck two of his long fingers into your mouth, “Suck on them for me, sweet girl.” You did as you were told, playing with his finger in your mouth, sucking on them and running your tongue along them. Eren stared at you sensually. He moved his free hand and rested it on the side of your face, your ear was between his thumb and pointer finger. 

Eren played with your ear, tugging the bottom of your earlobe, something he knew you absolutely adored. You closed your eyes for a few seconds, humming in pleasure.

He pulled his fingers out of your mouth, a string of saliva connecting your tongue to his fingers. Slowly, he slid his wet fingers down your body until they finally found their place in your pussy.

“I want your cock ‘Ren,” you complained, annoyed with the lack of connection between your bodies. 

He hushed you, “In a second baby. You’re still too tight, I’ll end up hurting you.” 

He thrusted his two fingers and out of your hole whilst his thumb lazily played with your clit. 

He lowered himself until he was face to face with your breasts. His unoccupied hand grabbed a hold of your right breast and he pinched your nipple, massaging the supple tissue. He attached his mouth to your other nipple and began sucking and nibbling on it all whilst he continued his movements on your pussy.

All you could do was moan his name. You tangled your fingers in his hair once again and looked down at him. He stared back at you as he continued touching you in all your most sensitive spots. 

“‘M s-so close Ren.” That only made him move his fingers in and out of you at a quicker pace. “Yeah! F-f-fuck!” With your hands still holding onto his head, you moved his face closer into you as he smirked into your chest.

You came quicker this time, most likely due to the visuals of seeing Eren devouring your tits as he finger fucked your pussy. He continued touching you as you shook due to his touch.

Eren rose from his position to, once again, meeting you eye to eye. 

“You love it when I play with your tits and finger fuck your dirty pussy don’t you baby,” he laughed as you leaned your head against his chest, panting and mumbling in agreement. 

“We’re not done yet,” he said as he grabbed both your shoulder and pushed your body off from his.

Exhausted, you raised your left hand to caress his cheek. 

He gave you a warm smile as he grabbed the hand that was resting on his cheek and brought it to his lips, giving it a quick kiss. He then brought your hand up to your mouth, “Spit,” he ordered while moving the hair out of your face with his unoccupied hand. You did as you were told, pursing your lips together and allowing a blob of your spit to fall into your hand. “Mmm. Fuck you’re such a good girl.” He bit his lower lip watching your indecent act.

He moved your hand down to his erect penis, forcing your fingers close around his cock. He leaned down close to your ear. You could smell him, all of him, his sweat mixing with his cologne. “Move,” he whispered.

You moved your other hand and wrapped it around his bulging penis and began to move both hands up and down as he moaned. 

He closed his eyes briefly, cursing a quick ‘fuck’ under his breath as you moved continued moving your hands.

He reached for his brown leather wallet that laid on the counter right next to you and pulled out a condom.

While you were occupied playing with his penis, Eren tore the condom open.

He pushed your body down and you felt the warm skin of your exposed shoulders and back make contact with the cool marble, “Eren,” you breathed out.

Eren grabbed his throbbing cock with one hand and began massaging it against your pussy. “Hear how wet you are,” He said as he teased you pussy.

You could hear the unholy sounds your wet throbbing pussy was making as he moved his dick against you, “Just pu-put it already. Stop being such a di-“

In one quick thrust he rammed his entire cock inside of you, knocking the air out of your lungs and stopping you before you could finish your sentence.

“What the fuck,” you moaned out wrapping your legs around his waist.

Eren laughed as he grabbed both of your wrists with his hands and brought them close to his abdomen. He used your stretched out arms to help him move in and out of you at a fast pace.

You could hear your incoherent babblings and his cursing as he continued thrusting.

“Fuck, this pussy’s all mine.” He groaned as he pounded in and out of you.

You couldn’t even form a response, too focused on the way his penis felt inside of you, too focused on the lewd sounds emitting from the connection of your bodies.

“I-I’m gonna cum, Ren!” You shouted as you felt yourself get closer and closer to your orgasm, still incredibly sensitive from your previous orgasms. This caused Eren to slow down his strokes and thrust into you with more force.

He smirked down at you, you could see the sweat on his forehead as it glistened due to the warm glow of the pendant lights that hung above both of you.

“Do it. Be a good fucking girl and cum for me,” he said as he let go of your wrists, he bent down and he grabbed your face with both of his hands to kiss you passionately. He caressed his tongue against yours and moaned into your mouth.

Eren moved his hands down and grabbed your waist as he continued his slow and forceful thrusts. 

Finally, with a loud scream, you reached your climax.

As you shook underneath him, Eren continued pounding into you, “‘M close baby,” was all he said before he too, reached his orgasm. 

“Where do you want it?” He asked pulling out of you. You couldn’t answer him though, too fucked-out to form a reply. You could barely keep your eyes open as you laid on the counter. One of your arms rested on top of your stomach while the other one dangled off the side of the counter.

With your lack of reply, he pulled the latex off and made the decision for you, choosing to empty out the contents of the condom onto your breasts.

As you laid on the counter, with his warm cum on your breasts, Eren stared down at you, “Let’s move to the bedroom, pretty.”

[dreamkidddream]

Final Girl || Slasher!Nanami

Lmao so apparently Nanami was originally suppose to be a villain, with his backstory being that he snapped at work and k-word everybody and it made me love this idea even more 🥴 reader is gender neutral!

CW: blood, violence, gore, language (typical horror movie stuff), unhinged Nanami

Dream’s Spooktober 2021

You don’t know how long you’ve been running, but you forced yourself to keep going.

The branches clawed at your bare legs, the adrenaline coursing through your body overpowering the stings of pain you felt with each step. Though it seemed that no matter how fast and how far you’ve been running, you couldn’t lose the thundering steps behind you. Which was getting closer and closer, and the bastard was only walking. Like this was some leisurely stroll to him.

You kept repeating in your mind to don’t look back, to not see the this psychopath stalking after you, clinging onto that butcher knife no doubt still stained with the viscera of your friends. If you had just trusted your gut, if only you would have pushed the issue harder of how you felt like you were being watched, then maybe they would have still been alive and not mutilated to the point that they’re unrecognizable-

How did a simple getaway trip come to this?

You repressed the sob that threatened to crawl out of your throat when the image of Ren being disemboweled and holding his own intestines in his outstretched hands appeared in your mind. When you remember Jun’s terrified expression etched onto his face, the rest of his body missing. You had to keep running, unless you wanted to end up like them-

Your foot tripped over something stiff and you stumbled down the slope, not stopping until you slammed into the tree.

Your body was sore, chest on fire, head bleeding and vision blurry from the impact, but you still hurried to get up on your trembling legs using the tree as leverage. Then your hand touched something sticky, and you collapsed and couldn’t hold back your scream anymore.

Mika’s dead gaze stared back at you as you scrambled away and tried to gain your footing again, a thick line of blood oozing from her shoulder and diagonally across her propped up body. And you felt bile rise in your throat when you realized that you stumbled over Jun’s decapitated corpse.

“You can’t continue this much longer.”

You stilled, heartbeat drumming in your ears. You broke your own cardinal rule in looking back and made eye contact with him.

Now that you’re getting a good look at him, he looked…normal. A man with styled blonde hair and sharp brown eyes, unbuttoned work shirt with matching pants. He would look like an average office worker had it not been for the blood splatters adorning his clothes. But that thought didn’t stop you from shaking. And the fact that he spoke so casual with you, like you’re discussing when to hang out and not like he’s murdering your friends one by one-

It scared you more if anything.

Someone that you could have been walking by and not spare a single glance to would be the cause of such brutality.

“And to be honest, I’m tired of this little cat and mouse game that we’ve been playing.” He took deliberate slow steps towards you, and you forced yourself to get a grip and to start running once more. “Yet you’re still being so stubborn. It was endearing at first, but now it’s getting frustrating. I already told you that you wouldn’t end up like the others, have I not?”

The leaves crunching beneath his feet alarmed you at how close he was getting.

“You’re hurt and in no shape to fight me.” He let out a tired sigh, “And it’s already been such a long day for me. Make this easier for us both so that we can go home together.”

Tears were rolling down your face as you limped away. You hoped that they were still alive, but the screams you’ve been hearing throughout the night has you clinging onto a false hope. Especially with the way they would just abruptly end. But the small hope you felt for them was crushed.

But not completely.

Mika carried a small switchblade in her left pocket as a good luck charm from her brother, and she always fiddle- fiddled with it whenever she was nervous. And you could see the hilt sticking out of her pocket, like she was in the midst of pulling it out. You could hide it up your sleeve and if he got close enough-

You felt his presence, body heat radiating from his arms that you easing their way to your face, cupping and smearing your cheek with his bloodstained hands. You wouldn’t give him the chance to trap you. And if you were going to die, you were going to die fighting.

“Have you made your decision?”

You stood up straight and flicked the blade out.

“Get the fuck away from me you psychopath!”

And stabbed it right in his neck, jerking it out and watching the blood spurt from it. He clasped his wound and you saw the sheer anger that glossed over his face before you took off sprinting.

The grunts and curses that slipped from his lips left you more than satisfied, and you would have loved to see how deep you stabbed, but you didn’t have time to relish in it. You could see a glimpse of bright light pass through the tree branches, enough to blind you momentarily but you could just cry-

You were near the road.

You would survive the night.

You kept going until you were wheezing, lungs desperate for air, but you didn’t dare stop into you practically got ran over. The driver was getting ready to cuss you out, arms raised above his head before he took in your bloodied form.

“Please help me!”

You banged on the passenger window leaving crimson handprints on it. And then you heard a click and got in before he could change his mind.

“Gogogogo-“

“W-what’s going on-“

“Drive! Drive!”

He didn’t waste any time in taking off, scared and confused and not trying to experience what hell you’ve just been through.

Eyes narrowed and scowl deep, he watched the car speed off. He tightened his grip on his blade.

This isn’t over.

Far from it.

—

“What do you mean you didn’t find him?!”

“I’m sorry, but the only bodies we recovered was of your friends. We did not recover a body of the man you described.”

You felt anger well up in you, but you just snuffed it out, finding no point in it. Being in the hospital has made you feel a range of emotions- grateful for being alive, frustrated at the monster who caused this nightmare still free, guilty for being the only one alive.

You couldn’t even go to their funerals and could barely look their parents in the face. Why was it you that lived and not them? You knew they asked themselves that, and you did too every single day.

You would be released from the hospital in a few days, and even with the police keeping a close eye on you, you still didn’t feel safe.

The nurse brought in a vase of flowers, the colorful arrangements being your favorite. She didn’t say where they came from, only joking that you have a very lucky someone out there who really loves you, especially if they hand wrote their letter.

But you weren’t dating anyone.

And when you read the letter, your eyes were wide with terror and you started to hyperventilate.

(Y/N),

I will say, I am disappointed in you. Attacking me and believing that you could get away with it? The fury I felt…maybe it was for the best that we did spend some time apart. I would never forgive myself if I were to harm you. But that doesn’t excuse your actions, and your actions do have consequences. But don’t worry, we just need to work through these issues together.

Such a strong and independent individual. Intelligent, witty, fast- only a few qualities that I admire in a person, and I should count myself lucky that it was you. Even when I first laid my eyes on you, I knew that I made the right decision. Your actions proved that. There is room for improvement, but patience is key.

I’ll be coming to get you soon. It would be in your best interest to behave. I still hold onto some irritation from that night, and I would hate to have to take it out on the people who’ve done well to look after you.

I’ll see you soon, dear.

-K.N.

[myundeadgayson]

Songs I’ll Stand on Hills For (but it’s all about Minecraft Characters):

“Anna Sun” by Walk The Moon: This’ll be the one DSMP thing on the list, but specifically because I need to talk about this song for C!Phil and Mumza. Easily one of my favorite songs for them. Specifically C!Phil and Mumza right after getting married before adopting the SBI??? And them building a cottage in the woods together. And them just figuring out their life together and overcoming a bunch of little hurdles, like the cottage falling apart occasionally as Phil builds it? And the potential of Mumza eventually having to leave him alone to raise the boys, so the lyric “Don’t you know this house is falling apart” hits so much harder. I just,,, It’s my top-tier song for them.

“Enchanted” by Taylor Swift: It’s a C!Scar/Grian song and no one will convince me otherwise. For one, the word “enchanted”? Magical vibes??? Absolutely Scar vibes. The concept of meeting someone that you don’t know if you’ve met before and being drawn to them??? Any AU where Scar and Grian can’t remember 3rd Life, or vice versa: can’t remember knowing each other BEFORE 3rd Life and being drawn together. Plus, the image of them dancing to this song?!!! And them both being so like “I’m in love with you, but I can’t tell you that because I’m afraid of ruining this thing we have, but please don’t love anyone else.” It’s them. That’s all I have to say.

“Sweet Tangerine” by The Hush Sound: ABSOLUTE BANGER. This is a Villain C!Scar and I am standing by that. Not only does the overall melody have Scar vibes, but the lyrics are very Scar-like to me. Tell me these lyrics: “I’m feeling lost and cold as a sin. A shred of hope, a little bit of sweetness. Anything please, except for defeat” doesn’t sound Scar-esque. And the bonus of it being a corrupt Scar talking to Grian??? And the potential of him spinning Grian around as he sings to him? Bet.

“Fred Astaire” by Jukebox The Ghost: I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again — this is a Last Life!Mumbo song. It’s him having fun dancing with Grian, then Grian turns red. And then the lyrics — “in those eyes, i can do no crime” hits worse for Mumbo because he’s having a hard time thinking of Grian as not the best friend he knew, but a Red Life, even as Grian tries to kill him. And then vice versa when Mumbo turns red and Grian is still yellow, and watching Mumbo more and more unhinged.

“See You Again” by Miley Cyrus: Don’t you dare scoff at me. It’s a C!Flower Husbands song, and YOU KNOW IT. It’s Scott making a fool of himself in front of Jimmy and being determined to make a better example after that, but something about Jimmy just makes him lose every bit of poise. On the opposite end, Empires!Jimmy constantly tripping over himself in front of Scott and repeatedly making the worst impressions every time. And Joel is right there like “Oh yeah, that’s just Jimmy. He’s just like that sometimes”. And Jimmy being SO EMBARRASSED. It’s also just an absolute jam that you just know Scott would vibe to, and I think we should start appreciating again just how good this song is.

“Guy.Exe” by Superfruit: Listen, I’m sure it’s been said before, but “six-feet tall and super strong, we always get along” was practically meant for Empires!Scott and Joel talking about their fish partners. I will constantly stand by the idea of the Seablings being just,,, they’ve got muscles! They’re strong!!!Empires!Lizzie being a strong, badass fish queen and Jimmy actually having muscles??? I just love that for them. Lizzie can absolutely lift Joel with ease and I just think that’s just chef’s kiss! Mwah! Anyway, this entire song though is absolutely Empires!Scott telling someone about his ridiculously high standards, then falling head over heels for this dumbass fishman. I’ve decided this is a fact. I also think that 3rd Life!Scar deserve to be added to the list of buff himbos this song applies to, and so does Rendog. I don’t think I need to explain why Ren is included, but he deserves to be here. No, you won’t be convincing me otherwise.